Yellow packet M&M Mcflurrys and freee wireless

Your Beautiful. So Smile

I have officially made a fool out of myself

Its amazing when you want something so bad

And you precede to screw it up

You have nobody to blame but yourself

I just blew the only two Pro Junior contests in the country

In two consecutive weekends

Life is full of lessons.

Mistakes are made to be learnt from

And I shall carry on blundering through

trying to learn

I leave for Europe soon( I take that back I am in Europe right now) forgot I wrote this

Found more ramblings on my blackberry

So just bear with me until I get up to date think I have some shit on my ipod that im gonna copy paste aswell so maybe it wont make sense

Joys of not having wireless internet 24/7

here WE GO

This is one of my theories

I thought about it the other day…makes me feel better about being a tart

Children(im a child) should have open relationships

And everyone should be okay with it

Then when your like kinda old

Like maybe 25 you can start the whole loyalty bull

Then I reckon when your like even older maybe marriage??

Marriage siiiiiiies

But yeah..thats just me

Im weird like that….im also the biggest hypocrite

My head was thumping when I wrote this sentence

I was still in Port Alfred

I ran around the streets the night before

In the rain..i even went through the effort of straightening my hair…which didn’t last long after practically swimming in rain water on the way to the lounge

The lounge…gosh darnit

Dance off’s are just great

Nose bleed..i SWEAR I did not smash into your elbow or shoulder or  uhm yeah totally your fault

    DON’T BE DAFT…I miss you Heidi

But one day when I am big I will

Learn

Self restraint ….for now I AM HAVING FUN

THIS IS WHAT I FOUND ON MY IPOD:

I WROTE IT….

03 May 12:39Am

Amsterdam I like to lay on the floor

I think its like 12

Catching a plane to Lisbon soon

Its raining and like 7degrees outside

My head is tripping slightly I have to get back to reality

And stop daydreaming about nonsense

Tiles are getting cold and this song makes me emotional

Delays suuuuuuck yes

I saw a lady wearing high heel crocs

Vomit…airports are interesting places

Like human zoo’s

People caged and trapped indoors

I like to sit here and spectate

Had something to say and now I cant remember

I remember what I wanted to say

Im sitting on the plane

But flying to Holland earlier

We flew over the Alps

SOOOOOOoooo amazing

I wish I could be in the middle of all that snow

(maybe not, it might be a tad cold)