i dont really have much to say

its been a couple days
i got knocked out of the contest
first heat
i was sad
hurts my heart
maybe next time
hopefully there will be a next time
i am quite fond of this travelling thing
not so much spending money
I have plans for when i get home
things to do places to go
people to meet
decisions and life changing consequences

i have ideas
i want them to come to life

i also want a camera...i might play around with granpa's film slr when i return
perhaps
but i want a 50D Devan wont give me he's