weird

Its weird that something that may seem so small and insignificant
can actually mean so much to a person
ever since i was 12 at my first South African Junior Champs i
DREAMT
of being that person that gets to be called Captain of the Western Province Team
That person that gets to go up and get THAT trophy(the presidents cup for the winning province)
8 years later
im sitting crying my eyes out
because finally after i have won every single division from U/14 to u/20
i get the honour of being Captain
but i have to share that with a boy
because girls arent good enough
I lost early in the contest and didnt defend my u/20 title
but the most devastating thing
was not getting the honour of standing up there in front of everyone and collecting the presidents cup
the only trophy i will not be collecting
EVER
 sucks
because the team was amazing this year and western province really cleaned up
i was proud to be apart of it, and i am so stoked for everyone that ripped it up in the Contest
Specially Tanika Hoffman who is the new S.A u/20 Champion